The Dream

First, let me preface this tale by sharing that this tale may have been inspired by a book. Since Covid hit, I haven’t been able to sleep without an audiobook on to shut my internal thoughts down, so there is that possible outside influence.

Also, be prepared because this is a stressed out brain dump that I had to get out there to help process it. It’s been 5 or 6 days since this happened and darned if I can let the tension go, so here is the raw ramblings of a 3:30 wake-up I had last week. … oh yeah… I need to be writing more so it is in story form… somewhat…

Overhead, the sun lit a field of cars parked neatly in curved rows next to a row of shops, and along a riverbank. There was a sense of peace and comfort as the shops felt homey when you drove past them to park, and the activity was not exactly that of a lazy afternoon, but it was not a rushed, or crowded, setting either. 

The dream starts as I walked along the side of the last shop, headed toward my sister’s car parked near the end of the closest row. I had an errand to run that would be an easy ten minute adventure, and then I would bring the car back and go on my merry way.

The lock disengaged when I hit the button on the fob, and opening the door, I stooped to toss my wallet in. Before I could bend to sit down though, I heard a commotin coming from the corner in front of me. A man was dragging a woman toward a car on the next aisle. Her struggles were going unheeded by others, though this feels like it was due to timing and not negligence. 

I hollered and drew the man’s attention to me which only seemed to redouble his efforts to pull her along. He had reached his car by this time and opened the door. I all but flew into the car, started it and pulled out driving toward him. I hadn’t even taken the time to close my door, I was so determined to stop him. 

The car gave a lurch as I slammed on the brakes behind his car. Seeing that he had no way to back out and escape, he pulled the woman toward a bridge that crossed the river to the other side where another set of shops, and a walking path lined with trees were. Instead of trying to run after them, I pulled the car closer to the bridge and parked, and screamed at the top of my lungs as I did. It was only about 30 feet across, so he was making a faster getaway with her than I had hoped. 

Fortunately my scream carried. A couple had bumped into the woman as they had reached the first shop on the other side, shaking his grasp loose. A moment later another gentleman came out of a shop a few doors down. He was closest to the man, and seeing him walk out, I pointed past him toward the assailant. Without hesitation, he took in the scene and disappeared into the trees chasing the man.

That’s where it ended. I can still see that setting. The mountain that was in front of the parking space across the river in front of our original parking spots. The row of homes that had been rejuvenated and turned into businesses, and the … I think they were cottonwood trees, that lined the path on the far side. 

I still feel that sense of intense fear for the woman as she struggled to get free. I remember it all very vividly.

I even remember that when I pointed at the bad guy (great detail, right?), I used my right arm to point at him. 

I’m a lefty. That doesn’t resonate with an instinctive reaction that would be mine. Question then is, did I tune into something? Did I create another plot line I need to use? Did I just want to freak myself out for some reason? What? My luck it is just another moment where my overactive brain found a way to worry and here we are.

At any rate, all I know is that my blood pressure still has not evened out and this may be in a book someday. Whew… that is not the ride I’d like to try again…

Thoughts?

Good morning, goodnight wherever you are.

Kath

Happy 4th of July World!

To my American people, hope you have had a restful, or at least, productive day with people who have been kind. To those who celebrate another holiday, I hope your Saturday… Sunday?… has been one to remember.

All I can say is that I am holding onto form and posting at the most long distance and random dates from my last posting possible, that at least shows some conformity in my doings. I have made it through another teaching year – a second as a retired, but cant give it up – special ed human. I had a good year though confusion truly took control part way through and we had to muddle our way to the end. Somehow we did and now, well, Monday afternoon will be my first official no-school-responsibility day. Took a while to wrangle up all the necessary photos for yearbook and now I get to have my time, my way… for 5 weeks. I’ll take it.

Now comes the fun part. That is meant both in truth, and with a touch of sarcasm. I do get to have me-time my way… but I am in the process of moving and the idea of moving a quarter of all the … stuff… I have collected just is not my idea of fun. I ordered a fair bit of new furniture to solve my most definitive needs, but there are little things like my regular writing desk and a few bookshelves I definitely want to move. Though… I could just not. I could sort out my junk and dump a bunch then let some of our new graduates pick through furniture. I am not moving a bed that has a flexible frame because the cats keep unplugging it when they go underneath. Nor do I need half of the shelves now because quite a few came with or were bought in tandem with the ‘new’ house.

Too bad Merlin (Disney’s Sword in the Stone version) wasn’t around to “Hockety Pockety…” my mess into a storage unit or trash bin so others could pick through the good stuff I’m leaving, sooner than later. I also have a bit of a disaster after breaking my ankle 3 years ago, then working the first two summers I was retired. Too many extra books and art supplies came were ordered in that time frame… shame on me… My only idea is that I need cabinet storage to put the shelves to better use. I just haven’t found the most cost effective way to do it.

So, now that you have heard my crazy do-ins, know that I have not given up on the idea of finding a more positive and productive way to also keep our Constitution whole. If you have ideas, or need information found, let me know. I will take up the research mantle and see what I can do.

In the meantime, I will keep an ear out, and do my best to do what’s needed. Right now I found a fabulous WW2 documentary that is new and already there are 2 questions I need to check compared to my own research. See? Forever student in your midst.

Hang in there everybody and please come home safe from whatever venture you are on. Work. Vacation. Walk around the block. Talk to you again soon…ish. Though I do have a better light and warmer, and safer environment now so that may actually work out!

Good morning, goodnight wherever you are.

Kath